Convicted

Ever have one of those moments that grabs hold of you and almost knocks the the wind right out.  I had a wake up call of sizable proportions this morning.  It was the good kind of wake up call.  There have been many things on my mind of late that I got confirmation of this morning.  When you get singled out in a crowd by a stranger, it can have quite the affect on you.  My heart has known for quite awhile what I am supposed to be doing, but my head has been a bit slow to catch up.

I have been filled with a lot of doubt on what I know.  There was a dream placed in my heart a long time ago that I have not been living out because I have thought I'm not good enough.  Even though I believe in myself in most areas of my life, there are a couple I have not been doing so good at.  This morning, I was told to go over the top.

I have been holding back, but that is something I can no longer do.  I need to push myself outside of my comfort zone to accomplish what has been laid on my heart.  I have been working on many things in my life to do the best I can do, but there are some areas I have been afraid to go all in.  

Another life lesson.  When opportunity knocks, open the door.  I have heard the knock loud and clear.  There is a lot of work to be done to accomplish what is before me, but I know I can do this.  I have a great support system of loved ones who will see me through and work side by side with me.  I know I can't quit.

Don't let life pass you by.  If something has been laid on your heart, it is for a reason.  When you are convicted, it's time to listen and get to work.

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